Yorkies

So, I don’t care who you are, but
yorkie puppies are the cutest little things EVER!

 I can’t wait to have a puppy like this!! <3
So, little and full of energy and love

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Crazy girl

I don’t know what to even say right now.

I’m just lost of words for how I feel for this girl.

She’s everything I’ve ever wanted. The way she smiles drives me wild. Her looks are so heartwarming. The way she kisses me makes my heart beat hard and fast. I trust her more than I have ever trusted before. Some people may not handle the way she is, but why is it so hard to not? She’s average, been through enough crap... But who hasn’t? She’s strong hearted and has a will to get through the tough times in life. Everything in life is hard when you’re young. It gets so much easier in time! Jessi, you’re amazing!

“Baby why you wanna cry?
You really oughta know that I
Just have to walk away sometimes

We're gonna do what lovers do
We're gonna have a fight or two
But I ain't ever changing my mind

Crazy girl, don't you know that I love you?
I wouldn't dream of going nowhere
Silly woman come here let me hold you
Have I told you lately I love you like crazy, girl?

I wouldn't last a single day
I'd probably just fade away
Without you I'd lose my mind

Before you ever came along
I was living life all wrong
The smartest thing I ever did was make you all mine”

The Feeling

Butterflies in the stomach is a phenomenon characterized by the physical sensation of a "fluttery" feeling in the stomach. This sensation can be a physical sensation related to the body's fight or flight response or it can be an ineffable (is concerned with ideas that cannot or should not be expressed in spoken words) experience related to the psychology of love or nervousness and excitement.

Some believe that this is caused by the release of adrenaline when one is nervous, which pulls blood away from the stomach and sends it to the muscles. This reduced blood flow, in turn, causes the stomach to temporarily shut down, and is possibly the reason for reduced appetite during love sickness.

Butterflies in the stomach is most often experienced prior to important events, related to nervousness and can be experienced in situations of impending danger.

It is common for one to feel butterflies in the stomach when in the early stages of a relationship. It can be caused by nervousness and fear of the unknown. Butterflies in the stomach are often seen as a positive and harmless sign of subconscious feelings for romantic interest and are caused by the release of mood-altering endorphins. They are especially frequent in teenage romances. Many adults who have experienced multiple relationships themselves tend to experience this feeling more frequently at the time of an important life event. Sometimes just sitting back, relaxing and taking deep breaths can help to relieve the feeling.

-This is pretty much how i'm feeling right now, and i wouldn't change that for anything. This feeling is going to last a long time. I have to admit, I'm lucky to have such a beautiful and an amazing girl to be in my life! This is just the beginning! :o)

Happiness

“The beauty that addresses itself to the eyes is only the spell of the moment; the eye of the body is not always that of the soul.” –George Sand

Finding you!

Welp, I’m pretty sure I can almost be the happiest person right now. My life is changing for the better.
I’m getting butterflies, and my heart is racing!
I get nervous around her, but I also get
really comfortable! This is the start of something new! I’m so ready!!!

FRIGHTMARES!!

The Time we all wait for at the end of the summer season….FRIGHTMARES!!

The employees, the guest, family, and friends all wait for the exciting time of the year when it starts getting a little bit chillier, the hot air starts to cool off. The smell of Frightmares lingers in our noses. The whispering of such eventful nights travels through ears… Who isn’t excited? When Frightmares opens (Which is September 23, 2011) the park is full of ghost and ghouls, Hackenslash,  Evil clowns. Don’t  forget about the Great Pumpkin tree, as well as the spooky fog that hangs around the park. All I can say is that I’m just so excited for this time of year. The houses are going to be great, and the people who got to make such things happen have worked hard to get it to be so Great. SO, I hope that everybody gets to enjoy the fun filled evenings at Frightmares!... Get scared >.<

Hmm Work?

Work is coming to an end, and it’s time to find a new job. Wana know how I feel about that? Well, I feel like it’s a waste of time… but in the end, it’ll be worth it.. So I hope! The time and energy looking for a new job sucks. I get so impatient. I despise it deeply! I wouldn’t mind making crafts for a lifetime (such as bracelets) but I also get frustrated with that too. I love tending children, so if anybody needs a baby sitter, I’m more than happy to help! Job searching is just BLLAAAAAH!

Peanut Butter Bars?!

Well, lately i've been totally craving peanut butter bars, and i got the chance to make some. Well we didn't have any chocolate chips, so my adorable grandmother offered and idea to use M&M's

Well i kinda wanted to use white chocolate chips, but i don't think there were enough, 

the reason why i would use white chocolate chips, is because my sweet grandmother is 

allergic to the cocoa. So  i used the M&M's and put them on top of the cooked peanut butter good stuff! Sadly the M&M's didn't melt and now it just looks like a giant cookie! haha but it's still YUMMY! If you drink some ice cold milk, its EVEN better ;)

Unique!

       The only animal I think that most people don't understand its "unique-ness" is a giraffe. Its's the tallest mammal, it's got a blue tongue, has spots like a lot more differently than a cheetah, but, nothing is ever the same! Well, you may call me weird, or some sort of freak, but i am OBSESSED with these animals. Ask anybody, they'll tell you. I kinda see it like this, they remind me alot of myself, I'm unique, not like any other person i hang out with.. i am just me! I have my own style, i like my own things. Maybe some people see me differently than i do, but who cares! But, all i gottta say is, i collect these unique things, whether they be stuffed animals, or even the children toys, but that's what my obsession is!

Why Crush?

What does it mean when you crush on someone? I just don't understand it sometimes. No matter the person you like, you can't help but tell someone, Right?
I hate when I'm crushing on someone, and don't got the guts to say anything, i don't wana make things all awkward..  but when i do say something, things are kinda awkward, and we both pretend like it was never said.... WHAT is going on with that story? something needs to be fixed!!

Patience is so hard to deal with sometimes...
Tho, hanging out with someone you like, and knowing they're with someone who totally doesn't deserve that one persons amazing heart.. kinda sucks dealing with. But what can you do??! Just keep trying, right? and maybe just wish that the one person opens up those beautiful blue eyes and realize the relationship is a rebound, and a huge lie. But only time will tell! I just want something with you.. maybe one day, you will see that!!

Vacation time, Finally!

This is going to be a much needed time off work. I've worked more hours these last two weeks than i have in a long time! i worked 137 in 14 days. My goal this year was to reach 1,000 hours in a 7 month period of time, and by which i'm sure i have. I'm at 980 from Jan '11 to now (Aug '11) So i would say it's very impressive.
I look forward to spending quality time in the High Uintah's. Which is in Eastern Utah. In order to get there, you have to drive through Wyoming and back into Utah. It's about a 4 hour drive... not to excited for the drive, but i am for the beautiful scenery, and the wonderful smells of mother nature! The pine trees, the lakes surrounding the area, and not to mention the smell of wet ground after it has rained!
AHHH i can't wait for this long a waited time! When i was younger, we would go more than once a season, because all the kids were out of school, still young enough to live with the parents. but now a-days, its hard to get all 7 of us together. Either because one is working, and didn't get enough time a head to get the time off, or because the other is somewhere getting his self in trouble, or just can't go because of money situations. Only 4 of 7 are giong, and Its sad, but good at the same time. I love my family, but a lot of the time, its so annoying when all of us are together for a long period of time! xD
As a younger kid, child, whatever you wana call it, ha, my family would talk about creepy things like "big foot" or spirits walking the night. But one time they had got done talking about Big foot, and i went to go to the camper, i look up and i see a pair of giant eyes just glaring at me, and it just stood there, i honestly think it was a moose or a deer or something. I was a little freaked out! I tend to just think of that every once in a while!
but when i get back, i will have to say more about the Vacation, an how it went!
<3/Lace

Ah, Yeah!

I have finally created a blog of my own! This is something new for me. Life is so crazy sometimes, and there are times when we can not do a thing about it but, just let it all happen! People expect things from us when we can't meet their expectations, or meet the dead line at that time and moment.

    It is my Life, an I can only do so much at one time! I live for the moment, and hardly like planning things because i always have this feeling of when someone is going to bail, and I'm right more than 85% of the time!

   I love spending time with friends.. but its gotta be something with hands on. Such as playing ninja with some crazy great friends, or going to mid-night premiers, or playing some sort of sport like football and rolling your ankle seconds later thinking that you're not going to. I'm mature, but like being immature when I'm around friends who know how to have a great time. Things change every minute, and never go as planned. 

I live for the color orange!! 

  i am obsessed with giraffes! Those are probably the two things that everybody will know most about me. I work at an amusement park that i love working at. I can sometimes hate that place. Why? Because its too much to handle in the hot sun when you don't have enough sleep, or when you're working too much in one week! But, i still go back every season.  I love my twin brother so much. I just wish he'd make the right choices for himself and also to take care of his beautiful daughter, Jessalynn! She's the most beautiful little thing brought to life on this earth.. just don't get to see her often because of other things that get in the way. Life, is just complicating and nothing else to it.. Whats next?!